Friday, November 19, 2010

When you're beat.. learn to concede.

I've been a fighter. I've never been a quitter. But I'm not stupid. I'm not insensitive. Though nearly numb.

I will fight for you as long as there's fight in me. A chance, I see, that there's hope for you and me. Until now, I've been waiting for that sign and until now, I still haven't seen it. I'm trying to be patient here, but everything has limits.

This is mine, right here.

I did try.

I'm done. We're done.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Trying to.



Our little secret just might be the kind of thing that you can’t hide
It’s growing like a tangled vine & rising like a river in the tide
And everybody knew when you walked into the room
I was just a fool for you, nothing I could do
Everybody sees you taking control of me
Well I’m not begging for release
I’m just begging darling please, please

Act naturally
Don’t let our troubles show
Don’t let anybody know
Till we get it figured out
Don’t give them anything that they could doubt

Our little problem doesn’t seem to be about to go away
As far as I can tell it’s gonna keep on showing more with every day
And everybody look, yeah, that was all it took
I can’t help believing they can read me like a book
So hide your feelings tight till we figure how to make it right
I don’t know what I should but i
Would do it if I could

Act naturally
Just be you beautiful
Just be you casual
I’ll be me before the fall
You be you before this all came down
(act naturally)
Don’t let our troubles show
Don’t let anybody know
Till we get it figured out
Don’t give them anything that they could doubt
Act naturally (remove this line)
Just be you beautiful
Just be you casual
I’ll be me before the fall
You be you before this all came down

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

There is more to this count-up than the eye can see.

13 days.

It took 13 days for things to go back to how they were.

I only had hopes for this. It's not at all disappointing, I guess I saw this coming.

I said let's see, and that's what I'm doing. Seeing.

Kids have reason to be childish

Children never fail to disappoint.

When you have a bad day, just a hug. Just a smile from them. Just a kiss. When they say a word that they have never said before. These are the instant pick-me-uppers only kids can give.

They are children. Hence, the word, childish.

If you are not a child, you are permitted to be childish once in a while. But not all the time. And we have to make sure that someone is there to pull us back to our mature selves, cos if not, we're just big children running around the city, pretending to be adults, but really we're not.

All of us will have a specific time to actually grow up. Cos maturity definitely does not come with age. it's a choice.