Me on my birthday with fabulous friends!
This year, I realize that God has given me the best gift. And, he gave it to me months and months before my actual birthday! He has such impeccable timing I guess.
This gift is the GIFT OF EMPTINESS. The feeling of emptiness, being empty, makes us feel desperate to reach out for someone. Oftentimes, we reach out to him. He would never refuse your plea of help, but he would give that help in his own time. I knew it then and right now, I believe it more than ever. And this belief has gotten strong through out the months and months of questioning and of longing to get an answer. Of course I know that I would just have to learn to trust, to let go of something that I cannot control, which painstakingly I learned.
Now that I'm another year older and yes another year wiser, I really believe I've grown much more in the last few months, than in the some of my earlier years. I'm so content and happy with what I have now, with where I am right now and I honestly couldn't ask for anything else.
I love this feeling.
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